The day I decided to take 14 dildo was the greatest day of my life. It was a moment that would define me and shape me into the woman I am today. I’d never been so excited in all my life; I felt like I had won the lottery. I had done all the necessary thinking and researching, from YouTube videos to advice from friends, I had determined that this task was something I was ready for.
The first step was to purchase the items. I headed to my local sex shop, feeling a flutter of nervous excitement in my stomach. I was certain that the store clerks were giving me judgmental glares but I did my best to ignore them. Once I had composed myself and selected my 14 dildos – all different colours, shapes, sizes and textures – I ventured over to the checkout counter, cheeks burning with a mixture of embarrassment and anticipation.
I paid for my items and, feeling like a million bucks, decided to carry the dildos to my car, baubles in my hands. I had a feeling I was attracting some stares from passersby, but I was too distracted by my own adrenaline to really care. Once inside my car, I let out a sigh of relief. I had taken my first step on this journey and I was already feeling brave.
Now, I was ready for the next step. I had bought a bag specifically designed to store my dildos in, so I went ahead and placed them in my bag with all the necessary precautions. I took note of the instructions on the tracking label, as I knew this would be the most important part of the process: cleaning.
I put all the dildos in warm water and a small amount of soap, and I set a timer for 20 minutes. After that, I washed the dildos with lukewarm water and dried them with soft paper towels. I paid special attention to the ridges and grooves and made sure that each dildo was thoroughly clean.
Once I was done cleaning the dildos, the next step was to add lubricant. Having read numerous reviews and having been recommended by friends, I settled on a water-based lubricant, which supposedly provided optimum pleasure.
At this point, I felt like college was the most exhilarating time in my life! With my bag of 14 dildos ready and cleaned and lubricated, I was ready to go. I felt more powerful than ever before; something had changed within me, and I was thankful for the experience.
My next task was to find the right place to use the dildos. After careful consideration, I opted for my bedroom, as I felt comfortable and safe there. I laid out a mat, and voila! I was set for the journey.
I started off slow, introducing a small, thin dildo first. I placed the lubricant on myself and the dildo, and I set it to the side of my bed. I inhaled and exhaled slowly, calming myself before the main event. And then, I was ready.
I put the dildo slowly and steadily into my body, trying to relax and let it slide in without any resistance. It felt weird and strange, but it was kind of nice. I felt my body getting warmer and I started to get in the zone. Taking full control of the situation, I started to increase the speed and then, all of a sudden I was on a full-fledged ride.
It felt liberating. I felt alive and bold, fearless and powerful. I kept experimenting with the different dildos, making sure to keep the lubricant going. It wasn’t long before I reached an amazing climax. I felt relieved and content, in a way I had never experienced before.
I was truly amazed at what I was able to accomplish; I felt like a queen! Taking 14 dildos had enabled me to become more confident and more aware of my body. Knowing that I could have such powerful orgasms on my own terms was an amazing feeling – one that I wouldn’t trade for anything!
I knew that I was now a pioneer of a new way of exploring my own sexuality. Taking 14 dildos had become a part of me, a marker of how much I had changed and grown. To be honest, I couldn’t have done it without the right equipment – both mental and physical. Now, I am confident I can take on anything life has to offer.